Sunday, November 29

Passing me by.

I wish I lived in a nicer neighborhood so I wouldn't feel in danger of meeting sketch-balls if I went for a walk.
I feel like the years that are supposed to be "the best years of my life" are passing me by. I am too poor to enjoy them. I want to be able to buy things and be able to go out and do things that are fun. But I just go to school and go to my worthless job that isn't getting me anywhere as far as money goes, and come home and sit around until it's time to go to bed.
It's really lame.
Sad.
And I just don't know how to fix it without a car to get to a better job with. And to make me less miserable, which I am whenever a bus is involved in my day. But I don't want to trade all of that stuff and have to start paying for car insurance either, because that won't put me much better off. I just will avoid the bus and nothing else will change.
(Is "facebook notes" supposed to be like a facebook blog?)
Well, I've got some reading to do for archaeology that I should get done so I can enjoy the rest of my boring nothing day.