I don't really know what to do about it.
I don't feel like I know how to change the way I feel. How to have a positive outlook.
I don't know. I just don't know.
It's hard to sometimes.
I've been considering talking to someone. Like all those times I used to go "talk to Ms. Brown" to chill out and not really get into any grimy details of how I was actually feeling. I feel like I need someone like that to talk to but someone I'll actually feel capable of being honest with. I was even thinking of just emailing Ms. Brown and seeing if she could help maybe.
I don't really know what I need. More commitment to doing the things I need to do?
I have lost my train of thought on this.
On other notes.
Nick just handed me a bowl of sherbert. He is trying to make me fatter.
...... It tastes delicious, though.
I've been watching a lot of the office lately. I absolutely love it. Pretty much all of the characters are members of my immediate family.
Larry Andrade = Michael Scott
Michelle = Jan
Sydney = Angela
Kelcie = Pamgela
Steven = Stanley
Jacky = Karen?
Nick = Michael "Ryan" Scott
I couldn't get my license today because we found out last minute that the insurance on the car no longer existed. Now it's in two weeks, on November 11.
I will be 20 in exactly 2 weeks.
Oh, I feel like going to lay down.
I also have to go brush my teeth again.
... Is it "hmph" or "hmpf"
I'm going to go now.
